today at school

I am 18, but still in high school, very well endowed and muscled, i am involved in sports. I am in football,waterpolo and wrestling. i try to be very focused on sports and school. pretty much kinda of a shy guy. My Dad isnt around much---and mother left long ago--most of my days are school and working out, sports, homework and then to bed. My Coach for football is a really strong amazing guy---very strong-with a shaved head---lots of muscles and a man of few words ----I feel sometimes he thinks i am Ok---and other times--he chews me out and I feel he hates me---lately i am always dointg stupid things in front of him---i get embarrassed ---and say the wrong thing---last week after practice---i couldnt find my clothes---I think the guys were pranking me---i went into his office ---and tried to tell coach what happened ---he just started yelling at me---calling me stupid and forgetful---all of a sudden ---a friend of mind said he found my clothes---i felt so stupid-----I am older than the other guys on my team---much more developed---but it seems they tease and kid me about my large DICK ---and dimpled butt cheeks-------I feel I get no respect from the team---it really hurts sometimes---I quickly put on my clothes------and went home ----No one was home--- I made a sandwich ---did my homework---and then went to bed------My Dick is always so HARD ---I never know what to do to get releif----