Coach teaches me

when i lose--at any sport--i return to the locker room--and sit in Coachs office---the other hys--take off their clothes and hit the showers---Coach looks at me---he is disappointed and angry---He says how hard he works--to have my body perfect---he has me work out all the time---he monitors my eating and sleeping habits---he spend so much time on me----he has me lay over his lap---and commences to beat my ass RAW--RED-GLOWING--the guys see it through the door---but i try not to cry or make noise---i know Coach will want me to be silent and strong----